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1Kings:18:21
Then Elijah stood infront of them and said, "How much longer will you waver, hobbling in between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow Him! But if baal is god, then follow him." But the people were completely silent.

Ha! How good it would have been, if we were decisive
If we were sure of whom to follow fully
That we wouldn't waver, from this to that
That either God we will follow completely
Or the other things which we futilely follow
That we wouldn't place our feet on two boats
Or jump from one to another thinking
Grass is greener there than this
His desire is that we would wholeheartedly follow Him
With undistracted devotion and love with our all
But Alas! We have jumped too often
Thinking, that is better than trusting Him fully
Relationships, friendships, self esteem and pride
Money, family, career and assets
All of them have distracted us.
And we have pursued them all later to realize it was in vain
Without wavering, without being distracted
Let me love you Father with my whole being, need your grace
Forgive me for the lack of consistency and clarity
In leaving everything, hating my own self and following you.
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