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I asked like Job. But get a different answer! - a prose


Dan:12:10
Many will be purified, cleansed and refined by these trials. 

Oh! Why these trials keep coming back? 
Why these struggles keep finding me? 
Why does a good God allow pain? 
And tears and loneliness and sleepless nights
And lost appetite and sickness and helplessness
Why should trials be part of anyone's life? 
Why should they torment me? 
Wasn't life better off without those fangs
That pierce deep into my flesh
Tearing me apart, leaving me wounded and crying
Yet not taking my life from me
Dragging me along. Why should I carry the burden?
Life seems light for others. But for me it's heavy
I kept asking him questions. 
One day He finally answered
Sin has marred your character
I had created you pure and blemishless
But the born nature and your own choices
Distorted and crippled and contorted you
Yet, I want you back the way I created you
For which you need to be refined
Impurities can be removed and cleansed 
Only by letting you go through fire
Yes, it's painful for me too
To see you go through this. 
Painful, yet worth it
Will you trust me blindly, without pain? 
Will you have faith as a mustard seed
Unless you have nothing else to cling to? 
Will you persevere, unless you're helpless? 
Will you learn to love unless you have the unlovable? 
Will you cling to me alone
Unless your friends desert you? 
Will you learn patience and to control you anger
Unless you go through these rugged paths
Character is not formed as a miracle
But as a process where
You go through these unforseen circumstances
Which will mould you and form a new you
A 'you' which I desired for your good
Though painful. Isn't it worth it? 
When you look at it from above? 
Trust me! I'm good and and I do all things good. 



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