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Where are you driving to? - A poem


When will I learn? That anger is not the way
That adamancy is not the path
But letting go and letting Holy Spirit work
That letting Him work in you, outside the world's torque.

That ascertaining my point, my will
Persistently holding on to my views as well
Will do no good; but ruin
Unless I listen and I choose to hear them mourn.

Not the king of my life; that I don't rule well
Have to let go; Ashamed and helpless as I am
Let Him take over; over and over again as I fail
But do I take back from Him the wheel, as things fall in place.

Tie my hands Lord; if You will
As You told to cut off your hand that causes to sin
Shut my mouth Lord and close mine eyes too
Even when I am not willing.

Take drastic steps; I am unable to.
You be my Father and my Big Brother
Who loves me so dearly and 
Do not want me to go through that ruin.

Hold my hands fast Lord and tight
Do not let me take over
Neither do I be let to pull over
Continue to deal with me, with the same intensity

With conscience pricks and signposts
Soften my heart more Lord, break it often
Give me a contrite heart and a correcting hand
For a repentant and sorrowful heart is better than an elated, proud and sinful heart

Give me grace Lord, to correct
Give me humility to apologize
Give me patience and openness and naievity and sincerity
Rather than with all the opposites and drive to hell.
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