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But when he became powerful he also became proud, which led to his downfall.
2 Chron:26:16

Uzziah did not learn from his father. Once power and authority came into his hands, he became proud.
We are not kings or authoritarians right? Are we immune? Not at all.
When we have things in control, in our own lives. When we are sure of our abilities and we believe we can handle. When we are sure we are not helpless. That we will be able to make this out. Pride creeps in.

But when I am helpless. When I am unable to do what I am supposed to do and I am persistently doing what I am supposed not to do. I can only humble myself and set myself on His feet. That is when I realise my issue with pride.
Infact we needn't have things in our hands to be proud. We are always proud. We are in a pseudoworld, in an alternate universe. My own kingdom, my own state. Where I am the boss. I am the ruler. We are inherently proud beings.
I can't help it. I need grace to be humble. I need brokenness to realise my plight. I need added grace to be able to come out of this pot hole. This vicious cycle. This ring of death. I need to be taught to be humble. I need to unlearn. I need to be made humble. I need to be humbled. 
Pride is something which God resists. Something which He pushes away. He couldn't put up with the pride heart of lucifer. Neither would He be able to put up with ours.
The first step to humility is realizing the truth that I am a walking chunk of self seeking proud being who needs grace to be made humble. Repent.

C.S. Lewis - True humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less.
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  1. Mathews Philip23 August 2022 at 06:04

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  2. Smita Itty 23 August 2022 at 08:36

    Lord I am unable to do what I need to do and I do what I need not do
    Forgive me,help me 🙏

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