Wretched man that I am. Who will set me free from the body of this death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord. Rom:7:24-25 I need to realise my wretchedness. I was indulged in sin. God saved me. Even after being rescued, I struggle to do things of God. To revert from sinfulness. To love God with all my heart. I follow the cravings of my flesh. That shows my wretchedness. My plight. My rebellion to the one who loves me. The truth of I cannot save myself has to sink in. I cannot set myself free. And only Christ. He loved me first. He pulled me out unto His bosom. The contrast between my limitless wretchedness and Gods unending love. My perpetual rebellion and God's tagless love. Not out of compulsion. But out of compassion. When I least deserved it. Image courtesy: https://www.dreamstime.com/beautiful-close-up-zebra-high-contrast-black-white-high-contrast-black-white-zebra-close-up-image171761708
For what I want to do, I do not do, but what I hate to do. Rom:7:15 For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. Rom:7:18. For what I do is not the good that I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do - this I keep on doing. Rom:7:19. This is the constant struggle of a man called Christian. The struggle of wanting to do good. But ending up doing the very things that I did not want to do. And you do not want to do the things of the world, but you ultimately end up doing the same. No matter how tested, how mature he is, the Christian always ends up doing this, because of the power of sin in him. But the flame is being kindled. The Spirit gives him the desire to live according to Him, to do things according to His desire. A sinner continues to revel in doing things which God hates without any desire to do things in the good way. But the Christian not only desires, but pushes himself to do good. Of course the graph would rise subtly and slowly, but i...